How I feel inside by Hood

-How I Feel Inside-
When I sit back and think about the time I did
Makes me reflect on the life of crime I lived
Everyday I sit back and try to figure out my path
Keep my eyes wide so I can see the snakes in the grass
As seconds turn to minutes, minutes turn to hours, hours turn to days
Days turn to months, months turn to years, Damn! I been gone for a minute
In the last 3 years I only had one visit
filled up with lies that they love me and they care
But when shit hit the fan I was the only one there
My roon is the size of your bathroom
Skin still scarred from the tightness of shackles
They tell me when to eat, sleep, shower, and fallback
I was under 21 wasn't ready for all that
I seen it all in my years, stress and Death
Men sleeping with men you could figure out the rest
I became best friends with my pen and my pad
Since my moms passed away and paralyzed my dad
Really made me realize all the problems I had
Compare your life to mines... see it ain't that bad
As my friends turn to enemies, my girl became a stranger
Love fades away and gets replaced by deep anger
Took me a while to see sunshine had to escape my zone
And put my past behind me cause I'm almost home

Hood