12/14/2007 Squeeky Johnson-bey

12/14/07

The makings of another day,still fills my thoughts.
I hope that you understand . I talk with with Dee-Dee last
night and for some kind of reason I seems to know when
hurt/harm, or danger assumes her path. She is going through a lot
things and it aches me to see her go through it. I do the best I
can for greater of good.But it's not enough. I fear the fact when I
come home that I will be faced with the a good chance of returning
to the ways-of-old,behind her past relationship. Life goes on though
and i won't aloow it to stop me from moving on. I love the lady and
that's not enough, because I want the best for her as well too.
I have to be there for my son beyond all stumbling blocks and
play my position to the fullest. That is what its all about "playing position"
learning your role in this life. Everybody can't be the King or Prince. But I
do hold the key to my destiny.........and I am KING>>>>>>>>> Squeeky Johnson-Bey