My thoughts

Hey mommy i just got back from seeing Hurrrrlllll Earl - we had a good visit which i made up for our last few encounters - ive been thinking of you all day - woke up thinking about you over breakfast (2 boiled eggs, grits and chipped beef) then i sat through my drug program not saying a word because you were on my mind constantly - all there words faded to the background of me thinking about my baby giving life to my baby - nothing else really matters anymore (makes me think of that Lauren Hill song "nothing even matters") but me and you - nothing means more - my life has vision and focus - it has a new meaning and i am grounded for the first time in my life and happy to be there - i taught my class at 12:30 but could never fully give the students the full attention that they deserved because once again i lapsed back to me and you and the joys that our future together will bring - damn Velly how lucky can one man be - i am sitting on top of the world (like the Brandy song featuring Mase) totally stress free living in the NOW moment feeling spiritual tribal protective to my little family who i love more than my own life - after class my day has been down hill Earl came after the 4oclock lock down and count and i told him how grateful i am to have you in my life - ooohhhhh Velly who would have ever thought a youngin like yourself could give life back to and old man like me - a reason to live a reason to fight the spirit to die and the soul that will live forever inside of me you and our son Kingston - i am eternal always and forever indebt to you for being my everything - thank you for giving me a reason to live free - 1000+ and forever